It’s always been an odd thing to me, that somebody speaking on their own strengths or achievements is labelled ‘vain’ – are we not supposed to be proud of our accomplishments? Are we not supposed to be proud of our-fucking-selves? I’ll be honest, I love myself. I haven’t always loved myself but right now, yeah, I kind of do. I know that I’m a decent person and obviously I have my weaknesses but hey, my moral compass is always pointed in the right direction. I have good attributes and my personality is second to none. Also I know that if you lose me from your life, you will regret it.
Ok, so you may think I sound like an egotistical pig but I’m just proving a point because had I just written about every flaw I have and how much I wish I was more like somebody else you’d have all probably sympathised with me because you can relate which is really, really sad.
It’s not ok that the norm is to dislike yourself.
It’s not ok to feel insignificant or worthless.
It’s not ok that self-hate and depression is glorified to the extent that they’ve now become slogans for people to wear on their t-shirts. Like really? Not cool guys, not cool at all.
To love yourself is sanity, not vanity.
Of course there’s a fine line between loving yourself and loving yourself but at the end of the day, if someone wants to be big headed then so what. It’s their right (right?) Who knows what they’ve overcame in their life. Who knows what they’ve achieved. Who knows why they’re so annoyingly smug. It’s better they’re comfortable in their own skin within a crowd of people than sat alone in a corner of their room watching “How To Deal With Depression” videos on YouTube with the curtains closed and Slip Knot blaring through their speakers.
Humans have this great irony about them; we’re constantly speaking on how important it is to have self-confidence yet we bring down the few that do by constantly pointing out their ‘flaws’ in the hope that it’ll shatter their confidence to the mess that is ours. Muttering and leaving comments like “you’re not as great as you think you are” which in a way is right, they’re greater. Why? Because they know who they are and they’re proud of it and most importantly, they’re true to themselves. They’ve gotten to know the only person that will always be there with them throughout their lifetime. Personally, I don’t understand why these individuals are targeted so much. It’s almost taboo to express anything remotely positive about yourself. Pah.
We live in a world where people will question why you’re happy but not why you’re sad and then wonder why suicide rates are peaking. I must admit, it does make me wonder how many people would still be breathing if only they were given someone to talk to, a reason to live because they knew somebody cared.
The crazy thing about feelings is they’re contagious. If we promoted self-confidence and I mean REALLY promoted it to the extent people weren’t criticised for thinking they’re the shit imagine how much better the world would be… How much happier people would be. How the general consensus would be to procreate and not to commit suicide. How self-hate and depression would go back to being issues that require attention and concern.
My request to you all is to firstly, love yourself. Accept your flaws and understand they are a part of who you are. They are what make you unique. There is no other you, take pride in that. Secondly, don’t ‘bash’ someone for exerting their confidence because it’s not an easy thing to do. Lastly, be kind to people because you may be the only person out there that is. Things stick with people, especially negativity so smile at strangers and extend a helping hand wherever you can – change their world in order to change the world.